I can't do anything right. I fail government. I get suspended for expressing my opinion. I lose two girlfriends in a month. I make my friend depressed as all hell. I'm flat broke. Things don't get better. Of course people say they do but... No. Never. My heart feels like it was stabbed. Twice. It's just depressing. And I do all my work in school... I just want to pass. Go to college, get a nice job. But I end up being let down by awful teachers who can't do their damn job. Then I walk up and tell my friend that she hasn't hung out with me since September. She gets sad and says she's sorry. Although she's sad she won't admit it. *sigh* fuck life.