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Just a thought that can go bad
12 years ago
▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬▬ I just realized. I'm not venting my thoughts and depression or anything anywhere. I used to draw it out but i haven't really done it much. I guess i haven't really thought about the series of things much. Every now and then i'll talk about them briefly but just briefly. I'll most likely be fine the next day.
I'm beginning to know why though. I've been keeping myself busy with many other things to keep my mind off it like the second job for example. It helps BUT it'll just keep building up. When the time comes when all that just releases, I fear the worst.
I guess, what i'm asking. Who will be there for me when all this happens. And when I say all this, I mean the thoughts that shouldn't be thought in my head. And once one is thought, the others will come.
Damn it, i'm being to closed minded with this. What i mean by thoughts are, My dad dieing, A very close friend (I even took him to Big Sky with me) committing suicide, Being alone, etc etc. Those are the main things I think.
But yeah, i have bad days. I tried asking peoples on the net to help me out but i usually am ignored. And that is why i started hating the net. Not much help really.
I have no idea why i just typed this. Also, not drunk typing. Completely sober. Just made me wonder. I think when i'm bored. Boredom sucks. 
BanditRingtail
~banditringtail
*hugs* I've had those bad days too, man. The good news is they go away. Just give yourself time and space to be honest and let it out. Doesn't go well if you just bottle it up.
StickyTruffles
~stickytruffles
I would of been completely oblivious to this had you not said anything. When i see you, you are always in some silly mood. So i figured you were one of the lucky ones and didnt have a worry in the world. You can always reach out to me, man.
ThatVaultFolf
~tysonshadowfur
Always here for ya Mastel.. Even if I'm not very helpful...
