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Why can't the world leave us alone?
12 years ago
Every time we get into a position that is reasonable, and safe, and lets us provide for ourselves and our kids, something comes along and just fucks it all up again. I feel like I'm being slowly drowned, and whenever I finally kick my way to the surface, I get half a breath before I'm dragged right back down again.
I hate the feeling of not knowing what I'm going to do to survive...and it's a million times worse with the boys depending on me for everything they need. I'm terrified that I won't be able to provide for them like a good mother should...despite all my efforts, we never stay in a comfortable spot for long. We just get into that reasonable area for a minute before the rug gets yanked out from under our feet.
*curls up* I just...want to know it will all be okay.
I hate the feeling of not knowing what I'm going to do to survive...and it's a million times worse with the boys depending on me for everything they need. I'm terrified that I won't be able to provide for them like a good mother should...despite all my efforts, we never stay in a comfortable spot for long. We just get into that reasonable area for a minute before the rug gets yanked out from under our feet.
*curls up* I just...want to know it will all be okay.
Right now, we just have to wait and see what happens. But thank you for asking if we needed help.
All I can say is, hang in there, and try getting a helping hand from a close friend or family if possible so you get a bit of slack and some time for yourself so you can gain perspective again. *hugs*
I am sorry to hear that. You are a fine woman and deserve better.
You have taken care of your twins with all the love they need and can get from any good mother.
You are stronger than those who just dont understand how hard it is for you and how formidable you are at taking care of them
Never gie up, okay?
Thank you so much for saying those things. It means a great deal to receive such touching support.