I know I've mentioned being sick in a journal on here before. Well I've been sick for about 6 years now. A lot of symptoms have come and gone, or decreased for awhile just to hit me again even worse. It's been a real fight and know ones listened to me, just told me its been stressed.

Well today I finally feel like somethings going to be done.

Tests from last week have finally come in and they found that my right kidney is enlarged n inflamed. Along with my heart being looked at next week again do to fainting, chest pains, and rabid heart beat.

Its scary but I'm glad something was finally found and I'm actually going to receive treatments I need.
It makes me feel happy, that hopefully soon, I wont have to be in pain 24/7 or worry about my self so much. And. That I wont have to worry my partner, and have to see him upset when I'm in pain around him.

But for now I'm staying strong! And Thank you for all my recent watchers. It makes me feel good know I have people who like what I do. :)