and there goes my heart again...
12 years ago
"the one and only" :3
at least we can be friends still...i hope.....v.v.....sigh..........shouldnt have left her..........i feel crapy again.........
wolfaurora......i hope he keeps you happier....than i ever could............http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JByD.....OQ&index=1
wolfaurora......i hope he keeps you happier....than i ever could............http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JByD.....OQ&index=1
FluffyFennecx3
~fluffyfennecx3
awh *squeeze hugs* :c iz here if you need some one to lean on
sugio
~sugio
OP
ty.....ty very much...-hugs tightly-
FluffyFennecx3
~fluffyfennecx3
*gently rubs your back, trying to be comforting* things can only get better dear
sugio
~sugio
OP
i tried dating some else..but my mind was stuck on her..the entire time...which is why it didn't work out...and now.......it feels like ive taken another bullet to the chest.......and i wonder....how many times....can i get shot in the heart...before i actually die.......
FluffyFennecx3
~fluffyfennecx3
thats exactly how i felt but my ex broke up with me 6 months in. i dont like saying this but i think maybe give her space which also gives you time to think as well
sugio
~sugio
OP
i did...and i realized....i fucked up....i made mistakes..........i couldn't live with out her.......i did my best to get her as a friend again..........did all i could...to try and make things better....but .......all i ever do is make things worse..........and worse.......just bury me in a hole.......and leave me there.....
FluffyFennecx3
~fluffyfennecx3
Well :3 you have friends like us to help get you through these things! It was the same when my ex left but over time with the help of my friends i accepted the fact that me and him could be friends. Trust me we all think we make things worse (i know i think that alot) but we all have a chance to make the best of the situation if we really choose to
jessebunny
~jessebunny
Yup
sirazathoth
~sirazathoth
*hugs* awww sugio i sorryz its never easy to end a relationship....
sugio
~sugio
OP
i came back to late...i was afraid to come back...and when i did.....it must have been to late.....damnit.....im such a fool.......v.v
sirazathoth
~sirazathoth
it just means that it wasn't meant to be... you will find someone that truly deserves you when the time is right. Just take the time now to heal your heart and focus on your happiness ^.^
sugio
~sugio
OP
what heart.......i put it back in for her....but now.....im lossing it for good.....i will forever be.....broken......
sirazathoth
~sirazathoth
no you won't... take time and let it heal... i know it is hard to break up with someone you want to spend the rest of your life with. i been thru it a few times... it is never fun to go back and pick up all the pieces and mend the heart.
sugio
~sugio
OP
sad thing was....the 28th this month would have been our one year......i was going to surprise her with stuffs when she woke up.......but....idk anymore....its still an important date to me.......but i dont wana make her mad or something...so....i think ill just stay away......for a little.....
JamesSnow
~jamessnow
i know every single one says "im sorry" and i dont want to say the damn thing again because im tired of it my self,sugio i know its hard to end a relationship like this and i know you two had stuff that you two liked,just send her a apologie and may ask to talk,doesnt have to be rocket science? if she gets mad,just stay relaxed and talk it out,dont fight agaisnt the other person,had that problem my self,dont do it.....should never fight agaisnt some one pissed
w0nderdawg
~w0nderdawg
*aww hugs*.
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