When i found out about the fandom i was only 10...when i joined i was 15-16, as all good times that we experience in the past as a kid, all the fun memories we had of games and toys...we grow up from it, and we realize its just not fun anymore, for me that is how the fandom is for me, i'm not saying its childish memories or the fandom is immature, that is its own argument, but what i'm saying is that i rather take real vacations than a convention, and i don't have time for furmeets..and i'm not active anymore nore post much art these days, i stopped drawing.
There is no more point to being on this website anymore either, not like i'm really active..i also had alot of bad experiences with a bunch of people here, honestly i have more RL friends than furries and i've never seen such malicious behavior from my college peers and co-workers as i did with some of the people here..from disrespect to money stealing and faking you need help but you use the money donated to you for fursuits instead of living necessities..

Not all my experiences were bad...i've met people i really liked too, sadly i had to let all you go because i won't be on my furry accounts anymore and if i am im changing my nick name and clearing my friend lists, so no offense or anything if you're gone from my list :(,i don't want you hating me but whats the point when im never on, best way to contact me is by text.
My good experiences were things from romantic times with my ex mates i've met here...but sadly they were not my future, my future is ahead of me, but my other experiences were with friends like  ZephyrHero he's a really good friend once u get to know him, he's shy at first but he's a true friend and should be treated like one...seriously...he's a real friend, someone that's truly trust worthy! v_v, but i also had good times and good memories from conventions, talks with friends, being there for everyone who needed help and friends who were there for me.. the fandom is not all bad, but either way, i'm too busy and its not worth coming on here, i had bad times and arguments that really stressed me out and memories that i'm trying to remove from my head..i won't be on messengers anymore, i'll check this site a few times to respond to people who want to text me, i cannot give out my number to just anyone, and i request no one shares my number, i want to keep in touch with a few friends, so don't be offended if i deny u my number :/

Thank you guys for a wonderful experience, it was fun while it lasted, and goodluck to you all!

Sorry for the goodbyes, but ill keep my gallery here for memories, if i ever return its debatable but nothings certain, at the moment i doubt it but you can never tell what'll happen in the future, goodbye, stay strong and stay safe, it was fun! :)


Love you guys. Sincerely~ Big Z teh wuff