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I removed some things from this post, since it's public. The full thing is on my livejournal, for you guys on my friends list.
got ahold of a computer for today. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY PAST WEEK. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDddddddddddddddddohgodwhy.
We'll go from smallest to biggest. :)
1. [edited for public] I have my first cold sore. I know the source, nobody is in danger or ever was, so don't worry. but ew.
2. I have around 30 zits on my face. Again, -seriously-. I wish I was exaggerating but I'm not. It's probably because I drank nothing but coke and then had major stress.
3. I didn't eat at all for the past 2 days because I was so depressed and stressed out that when I tried to eat I would throw up. At the end of the 2nd day, Ian made me eat a few chicken fingers, but then I didn't eat again for 14 hours or so. Today is the first day I've been able to eat a whole meal. I ate a pear and some crackers and a little bit of dry cereal, and I've drank lemonade and tea, with no bad results, so I think I'm getting better.
4. [edited down] Huge relationship problems over the past few days. Everything is getting better now, but it was really, really bad.
5. I have at least two cavities. I have never had a cavity ever. My mouth tastes gross and rotty even after I brush my teeth. I can't afford to go to the dentist, so I'm just trying to brush a lot and eat pears/other fruit to keep my teeth clean. I was going to buy some apples but they are fucking expensive.
6. My computer is completely not recoverable. It is -dead-. I've tried everything I can do, and nothing will work. It can barely even turn on at this point. Farore, if you're reading this, ask Langly if he wants it for parts, because I don't have any reason to kick it around here any more. Maybe buy it back for like $50 bucks or something, or free, I don't really care.
6a. I need a new computer, specifically another laptop because I move around so much, that's capable of handling intensive graphics programs and shit. I don't want to take any from anyone, although I appreciate the offers, especially from Eldoran and Balloonpup off the top of my head. The roundabout price seems to be at least $700. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah :\ Ideally I want a tablet pc, or a mac laptop maybe. I don't know how I'm going to manage that. Donate? Commission me? haw ;p
7. [edited down] I hate my body a lot right now.
8. I'm not really identifying with any of my characters right now. At the very least, I'm identifying with Delphineius, but she's retired and outdated. All I feel like right now is "Dolphin". Nothing specific, nothing fancy. I feel like I need to be near the ocean, and close to cetaceans and everything related. It's the only thought that seems comforting to me during all this stress right now. Maybe I'm reverting down to my most basic state, I'm not sure. Every time I watch my documentaries, or read my dolphin books, or play ecco lately, I just cry and cry and cry, because I feel like I need to be closer to them.
9. [edited] I'm considering getting a python again, so I can have an animal to care for and to unconditionally love me back. All I need is a new light fixture and the actual snake, I have everything else. Unfortunately the light and the snake would cost about $80, which I can't justify spending, since I have no money for important things, let alone a pet.
there's more stuff but the rest isn't worth writing about. If you need to leave me a message, I made a public open post on my livejournal.
I've been using my DS and Ian's Wii to check my emails, and I can access LJ from them, but I can't browse my friends list or anything much. So, if you need to contact me, you can leave a message there. I'll check that and my GMAIL, but I can't get into my robocoon.net email right now.
I'm still open for commissions. My prices and stuff are on my website at http://www.robocoon.net/tech/art/, if you're interested you can email technoooo[at]gmail.com and quite frankly it would really help right now. Although I'm sure I sound awfully fucking fishy and greedy for saying that after typing up all my problems. ughhhhh. and I can only take real media stuff.
To the people who I owe stuff, I'm still working. We have the scanner here, it's just a matter of having computer access. Off hand I know that I have to rescan Kaomera's sketch and PV's Hladolet stuff and get those emailed out. Rockerbot, your badge will be in the mail in a day or two here, it's been done for at least a week. but I'm still working on stuff and still very, very OPEN.
got ahold of a computer for today. LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT MY PAST WEEK. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDddddddddddddddddohgodwhy.
We'll go from smallest to biggest. :)
1. [edited for public] I have my first cold sore. I know the source, nobody is in danger or ever was, so don't worry. but ew.
2. I have around 30 zits on my face. Again, -seriously-. I wish I was exaggerating but I'm not. It's probably because I drank nothing but coke and then had major stress.
3. I didn't eat at all for the past 2 days because I was so depressed and stressed out that when I tried to eat I would throw up. At the end of the 2nd day, Ian made me eat a few chicken fingers, but then I didn't eat again for 14 hours or so. Today is the first day I've been able to eat a whole meal. I ate a pear and some crackers and a little bit of dry cereal, and I've drank lemonade and tea, with no bad results, so I think I'm getting better.
4. [edited down] Huge relationship problems over the past few days. Everything is getting better now, but it was really, really bad.
5. I have at least two cavities. I have never had a cavity ever. My mouth tastes gross and rotty even after I brush my teeth. I can't afford to go to the dentist, so I'm just trying to brush a lot and eat pears/other fruit to keep my teeth clean. I was going to buy some apples but they are fucking expensive.
6. My computer is completely not recoverable. It is -dead-. I've tried everything I can do, and nothing will work. It can barely even turn on at this point. Farore, if you're reading this, ask Langly if he wants it for parts, because I don't have any reason to kick it around here any more. Maybe buy it back for like $50 bucks or something, or free, I don't really care.
6a. I need a new computer, specifically another laptop because I move around so much, that's capable of handling intensive graphics programs and shit. I don't want to take any from anyone, although I appreciate the offers, especially from Eldoran and Balloonpup off the top of my head. The roundabout price seems to be at least $700. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA yeah :\ Ideally I want a tablet pc, or a mac laptop maybe. I don't know how I'm going to manage that. Donate? Commission me? haw ;p
7. [edited down] I hate my body a lot right now.
8. I'm not really identifying with any of my characters right now. At the very least, I'm identifying with Delphineius, but she's retired and outdated. All I feel like right now is "Dolphin". Nothing specific, nothing fancy. I feel like I need to be near the ocean, and close to cetaceans and everything related. It's the only thought that seems comforting to me during all this stress right now. Maybe I'm reverting down to my most basic state, I'm not sure. Every time I watch my documentaries, or read my dolphin books, or play ecco lately, I just cry and cry and cry, because I feel like I need to be closer to them.
9. [edited] I'm considering getting a python again, so I can have an animal to care for and to unconditionally love me back. All I need is a new light fixture and the actual snake, I have everything else. Unfortunately the light and the snake would cost about $80, which I can't justify spending, since I have no money for important things, let alone a pet.
there's more stuff but the rest isn't worth writing about. If you need to leave me a message, I made a public open post on my livejournal.
I've been using my DS and Ian's Wii to check my emails, and I can access LJ from them, but I can't browse my friends list or anything much. So, if you need to contact me, you can leave a message there. I'll check that and my GMAIL, but I can't get into my robocoon.net email right now.
I'm still open for commissions. My prices and stuff are on my website at http://www.robocoon.net/tech/art/, if you're interested you can email technoooo[at]gmail.com and quite frankly it would really help right now. Although I'm sure I sound awfully fucking fishy and greedy for saying that after typing up all my problems. ughhhhh. and I can only take real media stuff.
To the people who I owe stuff, I'm still working. We have the scanner here, it's just a matter of having computer access. Off hand I know that I have to rescan Kaomera's sketch and PV's Hladolet stuff and get those emailed out. Rockerbot, your badge will be in the mail in a day or two here, it's been done for at least a week. but I'm still working on stuff and still very, very OPEN.
You should get/rent Endless Ocean (Wii) so you can be sorta closer to sorta-real dolphins and whales. YOU CAN RIDE THEM. <3
Ilu that game because I'm a tremendous nerd and lahv the sea and getting to identify hundreds of creatures. :D;;
FEEL BETTER, YOU. *nomnomnomnoms*
but ilu anyway, linkur. We talk about you all the time here 8) *creepy*