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New Opprotunities, lonely trails
12 years ago
So, I know that I never ever seem to be on here. Because...like..for a furr, I draw a LOT of humans, and write about a lot of humans. So, basically I'm not the most social wolf around.
I've just recently moved up to Baltimore, to be closer to where the action is, and to try and get my life in order. I'm going to college here, but....
...but I'm HORRIBLE at making new freindships, especially since I have trust issues the size of mnt everest. I'm so lonely here, I would love to have a friend. Sadly...I just don't feel like I can ever relate to anyone. I'm too little or too much of one thing, and no one really clicks with me.
That and I've never really had to approuch or start a friendship in my life, and it's only gotten worse as I've grown older. People come to me, not the other way around. It's an excuse I guess...but how do you start?
I also consider myself a horrible friend, thanks to my flaky nature and general moodyness.
It...hurts...being alone like this, and knowing that it's all my fault. I dunno what to do....everything always seems to happen when I need to be somewhere else.
I hate this.
I've just recently moved up to Baltimore, to be closer to where the action is, and to try and get my life in order. I'm going to college here, but....
...but I'm HORRIBLE at making new freindships, especially since I have trust issues the size of mnt everest. I'm so lonely here, I would love to have a friend. Sadly...I just don't feel like I can ever relate to anyone. I'm too little or too much of one thing, and no one really clicks with me.
That and I've never really had to approuch or start a friendship in my life, and it's only gotten worse as I've grown older. People come to me, not the other way around. It's an excuse I guess...but how do you start?
I also consider myself a horrible friend, thanks to my flaky nature and general moodyness.
It...hurts...being alone like this, and knowing that it's all my fault. I dunno what to do....everything always seems to happen when I need to be somewhere else.
I hate this.
If ya ever need to talk, im just a note away <3
Q.Q Thanks Shido, it means a lot to have someone notice, even if I'm just bitching. I do LIKE it here, there's way more opporitunities for me, and I'm loving all the shit that I'm learning.
I just would love to have some friends here too, y'know?
np ;u;
I do understand, I only have a handful of friends here, so I know it hard. good luck!!! <3