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17 years ago
I'm not sure if many... if any, have noticed, but I haven't really been around much. Not commenting much here on FA or been responding on MSN... I'm posting what fallows not as a call for sympathy or anything like that. Partially as a way to vent, and just to let everyone know why I won't be around much if I'm not for a while.
Late last week I got a phone call from my brother. One of my cousins was in a car accident. For some unknown reason has car swerved off the road. His car rolled into a ditch and tumbled. He wasn't wearing his seat belt. He was taken the hospital in a timely manor thankfully, but it looks like that simply will not be enough.
Still laying in a coma, the bleeding on his brain has not stopped, permanent brain damage is now without question, lung damage seems beyond controllable or manageable if even healthy levels... This all ads up to the fact that even if he could come out of the coma either he could suffer crippling mental disabilities, be restricted to a vegetated state... or more than likely his body resived too much damage that he would fall straight into a cardiac arrest... his body is more than likely too far gone to support itself.
I'm fearing the call that I'm going to get to hear that my cousin, only 17 years old, on his way to become a state police officer, working two jobs, his mothers only son, a determined, bright, strong, who is still only a kid... is going to be dead.
The thoughts attached not just to him in his condition, but all the things attached to it. Our family, the financial strain from his care and passing, everything hes being cheated out of... just the whole big picture that was his life being taken out and the mess his passing is going to leave.
I'm not good at dealing with heavy emotions like this. I'm relying a lot on
Yunicoon weather she knows it or not, and holding up pretty good because of her. But I probably won't be around much for a while.
I need no well wishes or prayers. If even only in thought, or softly spoken, please send them to my cousin Patrick and his family.
Late last week I got a phone call from my brother. One of my cousins was in a car accident. For some unknown reason has car swerved off the road. His car rolled into a ditch and tumbled. He wasn't wearing his seat belt. He was taken the hospital in a timely manor thankfully, but it looks like that simply will not be enough.
Still laying in a coma, the bleeding on his brain has not stopped, permanent brain damage is now without question, lung damage seems beyond controllable or manageable if even healthy levels... This all ads up to the fact that even if he could come out of the coma either he could suffer crippling mental disabilities, be restricted to a vegetated state... or more than likely his body resived too much damage that he would fall straight into a cardiac arrest... his body is more than likely too far gone to support itself.
I'm fearing the call that I'm going to get to hear that my cousin, only 17 years old, on his way to become a state police officer, working two jobs, his mothers only son, a determined, bright, strong, who is still only a kid... is going to be dead.
The thoughts attached not just to him in his condition, but all the things attached to it. Our family, the financial strain from his care and passing, everything hes being cheated out of... just the whole big picture that was his life being taken out and the mess his passing is going to leave.
I'm not good at dealing with heavy emotions like this. I'm relying a lot on
Yunicoon weather she knows it or not, and holding up pretty good because of her. But I probably won't be around much for a while. I need no well wishes or prayers. If even only in thought, or softly spoken, please send them to my cousin Patrick and his family.
ShujinTribble
~shujintribble
Done... and my VERY best wishes to you as well... I wish you peace... and strength.
Blaits
~blaits
OP
Thank you.
TRAIN
~train
My prayers are with you.
Blaits
~blaits
OP
Thank you.
yunicoon
~yunicoon
*snuggles tightly*
Blaits
~blaits
OP
*Holds you close*
shyboy
~shyboy
aww dude sorry to hear about it ya when it comes to shit like this i just cry, its not often u see a 6 foot 350lb male freaking out like that, so i hope you get thru this
Blaits
~blaits
OP
I'll probably only break down if he does pass.
shyboy
~shyboy
i freaked when my dog passed so idk what i would do if a human did... i;de hug u riht now but my back n hip are killiong me i had to crawl into my chair n its a tiny bit better
coffinberry
~coffinberry
sent them :)
Blaits
~blaits
OP
Thank you.
