Hey everybody, it's been abit. I hope everyone is doing Alright in their lives.

But here is what been going on with me.

I been mostly fine, I'm healthy and well. I been hitting the gym as of late more frequently than usual. Which honestly I'm quite proud of myself keeping myself consistent with the work out and I am seeing results too, mostly in my arms, legs, shoulders too.
I'm done with school this semester finals were hard but studied hard and got the job done. My GPA is high enough where I can get my hope scholarship back, which is exciting. I'm getting closer within reaching my goals as a student and a soon to be graduate.
There were a few issues within my family, involving my dad lately stressing out about I don't know what, but it caused him to become a little more snappy than usual. But he's okay now, we talked to him as a family And now he is doing better cause of it.


Speaking about anger. I been a little more aggressive.....well not Little more like a good amount. Not sure if it has to do with not having chocolate because of my new edit I'm trying to stick, but I do know it has something todo with people.
My friends that truly know me, that in nice and open minded. When there's a problem, they know I would be the one to make sure their wellbeing is okay and that I would provide them with my support and give them a helping hand. They know that I'm a very tolerable person, if they make a mistake, I let it go And forgive because I think that what I should do, give people the benefit of the doubt.
But here is the thing, lately people been, treating in a way you wouldn't treat yourselves. I've been lied to, tricked, fooled, ignored, stabbed in the back by people that shall not be name. Logically people would tell straight up if they have an issue with me, and would talk about it and compromise a solution. I mean we are grown. But no, apparently they can't do that. I'm was frustrated and aggravated. And because if it, my actions been more aggressive, meaning I been pissy towards my parents and I tend to snap and react quickly to bull shit.

Don't take the journal the wrong way, I'm alright, I'm okay and level headed I took some time to myself and now I'm ready to move on. I feel this should of been a lesson for me that I should of already learn. But from now on, I'm gonna be careful, and only stay close to my real buds out there. Ill be more blunt and honest about my own thoughts and benefits, and imma just do me.Cause I don't got time for nonsense.



Thank you for taking the time to read my journal.