if you read the above title and want to know more about me and  zenaduma then continue to read because this is my confession to the whole world.....

i love her to the ends of the earth... this dog will never lay with another person in lust weather it be a furry or not i hope to be back in her arms by Christmas but that sounds like a long shot. i miss her and want her to be happy without the fear of me straying....

i admit i did have my arms around another female... but it wasn't sexual or flirty. nevertheless it is still inappropriate for a married man to have his arms around another woman even if they are friends unless it is a quick hug or an embrace for comfort.... i understand that i was doing neither and have told zena that i was in the wrong and that i was sorry i also did other things that i wont talk about here but we are working on being a family and if 4.5 hours on the phone doesn't say that we wanted to talk things over and let each other know what was going on then life is one cruel bitch.....


so i will close this journal with this... Zena Duma you are my light, my sky, and my rain; with out you i will never grow and be the one i know i can be. please remain true and know that this pup is doing the same even if it is against my rules i know that this one rule was always meant to be broken. and i want to be a part of buggies life too... not just to say im a father but because that little one has stolen my heart and made me who i am today. i cant imagine losing you forever because we both know we will forever remain alone and loning for each others love. i love you zena duma and i always will...