hey everyone how is everything going?good i hope, so in the pursuit of this post i just have to say that i have changed my outlook on life and that was for the better. i have become agoraphobic by isolating myself from the people that mattered most to me and that isn't OK in any sense. this update is to say that i am going to attempt to be the man i used to be and just love life once more. but i ask that you guys try and help me come back out into the light and will be patient with me while i readjust to my new found conviction and determination. again i know i'm probably not the most liked individual out there and that's fine. just keep your words to yourself and don't bring me down. i mean isn't that what we learned in preschool and kindergarten? to treat everyone with respect and if you don't like something then to just stay quiet or go play somewhere else? i mean there is no excuse for being mean and nasty or trying to entice someone to become upset with you... that's not nice.

i guess what i am trying to say is, for any reason you may disagree or object to anything im doing in my own life please keep it to yourself. i'm trying to build myself back up and that cant be done with stress in my life. with that being said anyone that stands in my way will be left behind. im done being held back and its time others found out how real i am.


for those that dont speak english: woof woof woof, grr. sniff sniff sneeze. woof woof woof woof wof whuf woof grr. *sits*