am I a walking target?
12 years ago
Please stop, this is driving me insane
Do I have a sign on my back saying "please take advantage of me"?
Those of you out there, you know who you are, and yes there is more than one
Did you ever genuinely care for me? Even as a friend? Or did you simply want me to make yourself feel better, keeping me around for your own gain?
Were you just using me?
I care for people, I can't help it, that's just who I am. I don't want to make people angry or hurt them, so under pressure I give in...
You said it yourself, I'm too forgiving.
one last thing.. is it my own fault if I let it happen? out of genuine care for you? Is it my fault that now I feel disgusting and lesser because of what you did?
I'm just tired of this, it's gone on for too long.. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore
I'm hurting
Do I have a sign on my back saying "please take advantage of me"?
Those of you out there, you know who you are, and yes there is more than one
Did you ever genuinely care for me? Even as a friend? Or did you simply want me to make yourself feel better, keeping me around for your own gain?
Were you just using me?
I care for people, I can't help it, that's just who I am. I don't want to make people angry or hurt them, so under pressure I give in...
You said it yourself, I'm too forgiving.
one last thing.. is it my own fault if I let it happen? out of genuine care for you? Is it my fault that now I feel disgusting and lesser because of what you did?
I'm just tired of this, it's gone on for too long.. I don't even know what to do with myself anymore
I'm hurting
They seem to think that were stupid and cant see their “plotting”.
If they realize they hurt us they deny it, refusing to deal with us because they know that they have nothing to back themselves up with but excuses.
Thanks Tori-chan.
We love you Filip because you are awesome.
And when people DO take advantage of the nice people (believe me when I say I know how that feels) it is NEVER your fault. But the sad truth is that IS something you will have to look out for.
<3
I will try to be more aware of it next time, it's just hard sometimes to not put the blame on myself. x_x