found out a good father like figure died two days before my birthday. Six months previously his fiance had a child. The same day he had a heart attack. since then he has had heart failure n was recovering weeks before his death. he sied from an ashma attack his fiance at work and his nephew coming over he too weak to answer the
door that he got the land lord found him nt breathing. they took him to hosp where he died. Now his fiance is alot younger n living with tbe family for support with the child. My friend left three other children with an ex wife. he was around 50. The kicker is my bday is in april the 5th and i jist heard of his death a week ago. I am struggleing between that and two people attempting suicide ive ended up cutting again and going through a phase of my life where i want mate/ bf but im so afraid...