Thankyou All
12 years ago
I just wanted to thank the people who were there for me when I made my previous journal statement, and I'm sorry for writing it things just get to much sometimes and I worry, but I see that I have some great friends I never want to lose and the fandom means so much to me as it gives me purpose and a place I can call home.
I wont be leaving the fandom because that's not going to make the problems go away, being in the fandom and being surrounded by such great friends is the reason why I can keep fighting through this depression and pull myself back out of it, I have people who care for me and that gives me the strength to carry on.
As for my fursona change, I have decided to remain as the name Tane, but change my species, to a German Shepherd x Raptor ( probably a Deinonychus or Velociraptor, not fully decided that part yet).
The reason for this is when I joined the fandom I was originally called Dinoboy and my fursona was a Velociraptor, then that name changed to Tane and then eventually I became a German shepherd, then I changed to diesel who was a Dracorex, then once again changed back to Tane the German Shepherd, so I thought that since I like both dinosaurs and canines that I will combine the two, I think this would suit me better.
And as much as I love Mass Effect and being Commander Shepherd, I am trying to be something I'm not, I need to make my own fursona with his own back story etc, I need to be myself.
Now I just need to find an artist to draw my idea ^^
Once again thank you all for being there for me, it really does mean a lot
I wont be leaving the fandom because that's not going to make the problems go away, being in the fandom and being surrounded by such great friends is the reason why I can keep fighting through this depression and pull myself back out of it, I have people who care for me and that gives me the strength to carry on.
As for my fursona change, I have decided to remain as the name Tane, but change my species, to a German Shepherd x Raptor ( probably a Deinonychus or Velociraptor, not fully decided that part yet).
The reason for this is when I joined the fandom I was originally called Dinoboy and my fursona was a Velociraptor, then that name changed to Tane and then eventually I became a German shepherd, then I changed to diesel who was a Dracorex, then once again changed back to Tane the German Shepherd, so I thought that since I like both dinosaurs and canines that I will combine the two, I think this would suit me better.
And as much as I love Mass Effect and being Commander Shepherd, I am trying to be something I'm not, I need to make my own fursona with his own back story etc, I need to be myself.
Now I just need to find an artist to draw my idea ^^
Once again thank you all for being there for me, it really does mean a lot
And like she said, people here have been here for you...but equally you have done good and been here for others! ^^
I'm actually quite excited to see this new fursona! :D