So this will be the last non smoking update I make untill I maybe hit my first year. So in the many years I smoked cigarettes off n on the longest I had managed to quit before was 6 months before falling off that wagon. Well just wanna say right now I'm sitting at about 7.5 months with out one *wags* so this IS the longest I have ever quit and because of that I'm a lil hopeful that just maybe this is the LAST time I'll have to quit *crosses toes* who knows. One thing I can tell ya for all ya young furs just starting smoking, just don't. Eventually you will want to quit believe me. It's just not as socially acceptable as it once was and no one likes to be the outcast. One reason you should just stop now though is that I can tell ya that even after almost 8 months EVERY day is fucking hard omfg >.< So many things trigger my desire to have a smoke. People I know who have quit longer say it goes away but fuck me it just doesn't feel like it >.< either way I keep at it, remind myself of the reasons I want this. *nods*