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will avoid to be a drama queen. we touched bottom
12 years ago
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foxgoldwell this is my only place where i can find some peace, i am so incomunicated with everyone that i cant speak with real friends or chat or skype with anyone, sorry if i sound a bit too depresed i am already crying... yea that is embarrassing because i am at starbucks but well i am frecuent client, here my usual barista is trying to cheer a bit.
We are already at the bottom of everything, we lost all what we can lose, it means the house, the works, even some needs and over all, the respect, everyone is blaming everyone, here some of us want to stay some of us want to go with my grandma to live and i dont know what to do. My sister is right here in front of me, crying because she will need to leave her boyfriend and i will need to leave my friends.
All the battle bands are already formed, my mother v/s my father, i v/s my mother, my sister v/s my dad. All the cards are on the table and we seem to have lost the respect of everyone because we are saying the truths of everyone and what we hate of each other.
My sister and i already are together planing what we can do to overcome it, i am thinking on cling to my father if i can get at least one or 2 pennies more than i can with my mother, anyway i love a lot more my dad than my mom, I am planing to do everything to help my sister to stay and to help her with her life because i love her with all my hearth... Yet i wont help at all to my little brother who i just declared to everyone that i hate... And he just declared me his hero, i am not a hero, just someone who needs to survive. My mom declared me childish and irresponsible, i declared her cold and manipulating. My sis was declared anying and bratty. She declared my dad abusive and missing.
All the cards are on the table, we lost the respect for each other. We love all the members of our familly, yet it seems that we all hate us with might.
I miss the time when everything was easy, i allways felt that i was living at a terrenal heaven. Today i know how is hell and if i happen to go there, well be it, i dont think that anything can be worse than this
We are already at the bottom of everything, we lost all what we can lose, it means the house, the works, even some needs and over all, the respect, everyone is blaming everyone, here some of us want to stay some of us want to go with my grandma to live and i dont know what to do. My sister is right here in front of me, crying because she will need to leave her boyfriend and i will need to leave my friends.
All the battle bands are already formed, my mother v/s my father, i v/s my mother, my sister v/s my dad. All the cards are on the table and we seem to have lost the respect of everyone because we are saying the truths of everyone and what we hate of each other.
My sister and i already are together planing what we can do to overcome it, i am thinking on cling to my father if i can get at least one or 2 pennies more than i can with my mother, anyway i love a lot more my dad than my mom, I am planing to do everything to help my sister to stay and to help her with her life because i love her with all my hearth... Yet i wont help at all to my little brother who i just declared to everyone that i hate... And he just declared me his hero, i am not a hero, just someone who needs to survive. My mom declared me childish and irresponsible, i declared her cold and manipulating. My sis was declared anying and bratty. She declared my dad abusive and missing.
All the cards are on the table, we lost the respect for each other. We love all the members of our familly, yet it seems that we all hate us with might.
I miss the time when everything was easy, i allways felt that i was living at a terrenal heaven. Today i know how is hell and if i happen to go there, well be it, i dont think that anything can be worse than this
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espero en Dios que algo bueno pase... que se halle alguna solucion...