Almost the EXACT same thing happened to me...I KNOW how you're feeling dude...we have a long distance relationship for now...hoping it'll change soon though... :P
Congrats broski...feels perty nice huh? X3

It's good to know I am not alone~! At least it's working for you two~! I am horrible, and I mean horrible with long distance. I want to spoil the shit out of them and be there for them if they need me to, and even if they don't. And if something bad happens to them and i'm so many miles away..I just...feel like shit that I can't do anything.

Feels awesome xD Like just fuckin' amazing xD

Know what I do? Write her a poem every day...wish her a good morning every morning...and pleasant dreams every night... :)
Then there's skype of course... :P

You sound like me xD Though I can't write poems... But I do make sure to wish her good morning every morning, I wish her good night with normally some kind of movie quote followed by that I'm going to talk to her the next day xD

And skype really is great~!

Sure is. ^_^

I still think it would work just fine if I was left with sending hand written letters via pigeon though lol

...and more "romantic" in the classical gothic / victorian sense... ^_^

Very much agreed, Very much agreed.
Ah if I could choose any time period to live in, it would not be this one lol

I am in FULL agreement...I would be perfectly at home in the victorian era I think...an era of education, creative thought, arts, and philosophy...the days of the classic "gentleman"...in many ways I am a throwback...I'm a philosopher and poet of admittedly dark but deeply romantic subjects...it's quite depressing to me how such traits have alienated me in this modern setting... -_-

That would be such a beautiful time to live, it really would be. And all of the knowledge that would be dancing through the air every day. Not just "LOL ttyl k thnc" and whatever else we have shortened our language into. It's just...horrid. To write poems back then would make you a God, especially if you were able to send them all over. Now it's almost like "oh you can write" just as it's become "oh. you are another artist." Technology is amazing in the sense of what it can do, but it is a mass destroyer of language and a once beautiful culture.

Thank you. That's EXACTLY how I feel... " ...Past the cold of weathered stones...the heart bleeds words in silken tones...within your favor the toxin slows...and in it's place passion grows... " That's one of my smaller verses and admittedly not one of my better ones...but the reaction is nonetheless...underwhelming...like... "oh...that's cool..." -_-

Dude that's beautiful. Really is~! I wish that I could write things like that. And that's exaclty what I mean. No one cares suddenly. It's soo...annoying, repulsive, etc,etc I just wish people would understand, well more people, how beautiful the written and spoken word is along with art work.

You actually remind me a lot of my friend  Burnide If you don't know him already, I think ya should talk to him :3 He's another bird too. But he agrees on our way of thinking 1000%

Good to know there's still people with our "old fashioned" mind set out there...writing is my ONLY purpose in life (professionally that is) If I can't do that because no one gives a damn anymore...then I'm not too sure what I should do... >.<

No kidding! It is a refreshing feeling to know that there are others out there . :] And at least you can make a leaving off of it :D I'm trying to do that, myself, with art. Just keep going forward with your writing and don't think about what would happen if people stopped caring because that would be horrible D:

I'll do my best. ^_^

I wish you all of the best of luck~!

Omg i'm so happy for you kaiden! That sounds amazing. I'm so glad you're having a good summer!

Thank you :D Summer is going pretty fantastic I hope that yours is the same if not better~!

By the way diggin' the new icon xD

Haha! Thanks! xD

You're welcome~!

<3 awww.. thats amazing. ^^. do what your heart tells you, and you can fly, fly, fly.

Very kind words and very true. Thank you~! I normally do follow my heart...but my guts telling me one thing, my hearts telling me another, and my mind is utterly scrambled xD

well what is your gut telling you? ^_^ and another thing you dont have to rush into anything tell her how your feel. if you wish to focus on school for a bit let her know, and if she really truly likes you back.. wait does she.. -scrolls up and reads again- hmn. i cant tell. -giggles softly- anyway. if she feels the same for you she will wait ^_^. oh and you could start something up over the summer, yes you are gunna be working but she could make your summer not so lonely. sorry jusst a little of my advice. i get nosey at times

My gut is telling me to go for it...But I know I'll work myself into a frenzy not being able to be there for her (She lives 5 hours away which isn't horrible...but it's still not something I could make in a day and stay there for an hour or two and come back). And...I did tell her how I feel and I know she likes me too...I also told her that I am horrible with long distance she doesn't seem to mind. I just don't want to hold her back if she finds anyone else closer and there, and I have told her that. If it's meant to be our paths will cross in the future. And she already said that she would like to go to Wisconsin while I'm finishing my schooling and live with me up there...(I think I said that up there...?) *scrolls up* yeah I did sorry... And a summer thing would be good...But I also don't want to just break it off during school I want her to put her heart and soul into her schooling (Which I know she will she's an amazing chief and won a scholarship for the whole thing).

And thank you for the advice it really helps though~! And it's not nosey if I put it out there. :]

well its truly up to you two ^_^. talk it over with her some more before making any dissions and even then you dont have to do anything, cause your right if its meant to be your paths will cross again.

and thats a good point, and anytime. i love helping people, especially new and potential friends :D

That is a good point...Maybe I'll just pick a night to have a long as Skype conversation to her (So it's kind of face to face?) about everything.

It's good to know people that like to help and give advice. I have a lot of good friends that let me rant to them but sometimes they really don't give any advice and I'm left with more questions lol Half of the reason why I post a lot of "personal" stuff on here because I have a handful of really good friends on here that give me great advice. :] And just care :]

go for it ^_^. talk it out with the other person can make a world of difference <3

and oh i see :) well thats great that you do. but im great at giving advice. lol people often just dont take it, or think im crazy or something.

I'm going to and I will let you know what she says :D

I'll have to remember to come to you when something's bothering me (if that's not weird :X) to get another perspective on everything :]

no i dont think so ^_^. you can come to me with anything you want to, and ill do my best to give the best possible advice about the situation ^_^.

and ok, i cant wait to hear what she says :)

I haven't been able to talk to her in any way besides texts with work being busy and running around planning for some stufff.annnd get phone is getting sent to the shop sooooo yeah I'll let you know when we talk it over lol


And thank you again :3 I'll try not to be a pest lol

lol dont worry about that. i truly dont mind giving you advice whenever you need it :D

Thank you again~!

And...so I talked to her.... And I told her...and she said that she would wait and stuff :3 Annnnnd she does want to move to Wisconsin and everything...And she understands that I'm not good with long distance and stuff annnnnnnnnnnnnnnd I told her i don't want to hold her back from liking anyone and she says she doesn't see that happening but yeah know...but...all in all it looks good :3 there's hope~!

omg that is so amazing! i told ya everything would work out. :3 im so so very happy for you.

I was literally jumping around my room like an idiot afterwards and grinning like one when she said it. :3
Thank you :D

i bet you were :3. lol that is so great! hehe.

x3 omg Im so excited for you~! *dances* and I know doesnt it feel great to be outta college??? I dont start again till the fall. I was gonna take a summer course, but I didnt want to xD haha

>w< Im really excited for the summer. Me and Zenny are trying to go to London~

Thank you~! And it feels fantastic to be out of college~! I'm just actually really excited to get started in the fall! I'm trying to get my name out there with commissions so I don't have to work as much up there as I have to down here! Soooo far it's not going so well maybe I can open a raffle to try and get my name out there for free stuff, (After I finish drawings that I have to do in the request section :D) AND I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THE SUMMER COURSE! I was going to take speech over the summer and as the semester started I was like...fuck this is a lot harder than last semester I need a fucking break no summer course. Deuces. Lol

I'm glad that you are too~! OH MY GOD! Do whatever you can to get there! It is beautiful! And when you do! You HAVE to go on The Eye and walk around Kensington Gardens they're beautiful and there are Swans and Dogs everywhere~!

Yea xD Im set in the fall. Im taking astronomy and sign language. C: which should be lots of fun. im looking to transfer into sac state after getting my associates. also, getting your name known for commissions is difficult x.x i had a fan base here who always commissioned me ( one guy spent definitely $100 on my art ) and cause of my dick of an ex boyfriend, they all stopped talking to me. =__= he went around telling everyone i used him for sex and that im no good and i just lie all the time and that i was lying about being transgender.

and omg youve been there?? D: thats awesome!!! this is my first time going and i plan on giving zenny a "special" surprise >w<

Ooooh Astronomy is pretty interesting I took that my first semester. I Oh that you like it! And that's a good goal :D It's a lot easier to transfer when you have an associates degree. : ] Yeeah I'm noticing but it's alright I'll get it out there somehow. Man I'm sorry that your ex chased him away he sounds like a dick D: I'm sorry that happened to you D:

And yes I have. It was fantastic~! My aunt wanted to go for her 50th birthday and she invited me as long as I paid for my ticket. And it was well worth it. I want to go back so badly. I had 4 days in Paris and 3 days in London it was not enough. Annnnnd I think I might know what it is...just a hunch...maybe....?

fff its ok. -_- all he does on his account is talk shit about me and zenny, if not being spiteful and creepy.

>w> you probably know~ lol just guess. and shit man youre lucky! we'll be spending ten days in London

Sounds like he just doesn't have a life. Aha.

And I probably do but I'll wait until the surprise is done.

That's going to be beautiful See if you can make it out to Stonehenge.

Lol thank you~! I'm nervous, excited and scared all at the same time xD
How are things over by you, by the way?

I'm sorry to hear that D:
And Okay I'll look for the note D: