Got to go have tests done tommorow on my heart, part of me hopes they find something, because at least then it can be fixed, and part of me hopes they dont find anything as I dont want to be ill again.

Wont get the results for a few weeks, so will have to see what they say. They did say though that if something happened to my heart 3 weeks ago (when I rung for an appointment) it might not show up tommrow. But will keep fingers crossed.