About how I interact with people...
13 years ago
General
I can be kinda awkward with people. I'm sociable and all that, sure. I have tendency to take something literally and am slightly gullible. And yes, I'll be talking on the outside, but until I really know you, I'm very iffy about you, even if I like you. A joke may be explained away and taken seriously. In this case, let it slide and don't get mad. I'm not mad, I'm trying to make sense of it.
My jokes are hit and miss. I have a hard time reading people in a stream. I love watching streams... But I do wonder what is okay and what isn't... Anywhoo, please be patient with me. On the other side of that naivete is the fact that I'm very easy (and fun to my dismay) to pick on. And I suck at comebacks, so I try to roll with it or explain myself.
I do mean well. I never really mean to cause harm or offend people. I need reminders sometimes... And I have a habit of asking lots of questions. (Which gets on Marikoe's nerves to no end.)
All really want is to make new friends have some fun, and stuff like that.
And you might have to be strict about the no roleplaying if you have that as a rule. I like to do that... But at the same time, I don't wanna be kicked off a stream because of it. I apologize in advance... I will not do that again.
It feels like sometimes I wanna say something but don't know what. And I want to be included but don't know how sometimes.
And for some reason, with people I don't know well, I seem to think that they might be mad when correcting me. It's not your fault, and I don't act on it. It's a misunderstanding is all. And I might possibly be doubting myself, but I'm not going to leave over something little. If you see a "..." just give me a little poke and I'll be back to talking again.
I love all of the artists I watch. But... I'd like to get to know some of you guys and some of my watchers better.
And even if I'm iffy, the fact that I'm talking to you says that I'm going to give it a shot.
Take care you guys!
My jokes are hit and miss. I have a hard time reading people in a stream. I love watching streams... But I do wonder what is okay and what isn't... Anywhoo, please be patient with me. On the other side of that naivete is the fact that I'm very easy (and fun to my dismay) to pick on. And I suck at comebacks, so I try to roll with it or explain myself.
I do mean well. I never really mean to cause harm or offend people. I need reminders sometimes... And I have a habit of asking lots of questions. (Which gets on Marikoe's nerves to no end.)
All really want is to make new friends have some fun, and stuff like that.
And you might have to be strict about the no roleplaying if you have that as a rule. I like to do that... But at the same time, I don't wanna be kicked off a stream because of it. I apologize in advance... I will not do that again.
It feels like sometimes I wanna say something but don't know what. And I want to be included but don't know how sometimes.
And for some reason, with people I don't know well, I seem to think that they might be mad when correcting me. It's not your fault, and I don't act on it. It's a misunderstanding is all. And I might possibly be doubting myself, but I'm not going to leave over something little. If you see a "..." just give me a little poke and I'll be back to talking again.
I love all of the artists I watch. But... I'd like to get to know some of you guys and some of my watchers better.
And even if I'm iffy, the fact that I'm talking to you says that I'm going to give it a shot.
Take care you guys!
FA+

I have a hard time at events in general-- either I'm elusive, shy, and not wanting anything to do with people, or maybe the other extreme where I'm goofing off because I like the attention and I know it's not about me. Most of the time, I try for a happy middle ground in crowds, not too riled up, but also keeping to myself when needed then speaking up when I find someone I like.
I just hate the fact my mind tends to deceive itself-- I might think something really is in a negative sense when it's not, or I don't understand it.
Do you have a hard time with rejection too?
I mean, that's what makes hard for me to talk to people sometimes.