So,  Bakuya Is currently trying to get everything lined up to move in with me. I've been biding my time and plenty of obstacles have come up. I'm not sure who of all my watchers pay attention to my journals, or cares about me. I can't help but wish deeply for him to get here, so that the main thing I'm waiting on to free my soul can happen. Things have changed so much in this period of time. I can finally feel myself becoming who I really am and am trying to figure out who that is.
My camera is still busted. Solux, I think that once I get a good sized box, I'd like to just send you the necklace I made you. I know you check my journals.

I've been withdrawn and staying my house all the time and in call with Bakuya and Shaun, my boyfriend. I started on making rainbow loom bracelets. I love how quick they are and how easy it is to fix mistakes and start over.
This leads to a thought of mine.... I have an empty box from a rainbow loom I bought. If I were to cram it with a ton of surprise rainbow loom, hemp, strung stretchy cord, and hemp bracelets, would anyone be willing to buy it for the price of a taxi for Bakuya and a plane ticket out of his town?
I'm not even sure if I'll do this... But I wish to help somehow. I know I don't have much for art posted up. Camera is still busted and I haven't been making much. The idea behind what's behind the box is that you can take everything in the box for yourself or give them all away to family and friends as good luck charms.
I really don't want to do commissions or streams right now. I just want to make what I like and share it with people around the country as a mailed gift on occasion, or maybe doing bracelets for those who ask and pay the base $5 through the mail. I have the ability to set up a paypal and have considered it.

I think it's nice to hear from my watchers and hear from my friends. I don't have that many, after all.