*sigh*

Been a really long time since I've been feeling this down, I used to be incredibly emotional, and hell, some would even go as far as calling me a chronically depressed individual

But I had gotten better, I had moved on with life, I had good friends, I was happy

and then my father died, and I didn't keep in touch with anyone. . . and none of them seemed to want to be my friend anymore

I got a girlfriend, whos stuck with me for almost 2 years now though, and shes the most wonderful person in my life

and I thought things were getting better, but It seems the feelings of loneliness have returned, the feelings of sadness, worthlessness, and self loathing

must be summer already. . .

-Owen