damn you heart you get my into alot of shite T,-,T I miss being held and kissed... even as little as I got it.....lonely...can't sleep. wish I knew someone close to southern Indiana...not feeling very furry that much anymore...I don't want to sleep alone...or lay awake worrying about my ex...or have nightmares...I love him....I miss him...but if would have stay it would have destroed us...*cries* I miss my friend....I miss telling him everything. ...I miss seeing him....everyday.. nothing I say to him is the truth in his eyes anymore...simply becayse he made a choice and I made mine....to leave.