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Long week to be single -.-
12 years ago
this week has been very long for me, in the process of one week I've had over a dozen people bring up my relationship status in casual conversation like it's nothing, then when I say I'm still single they all but jump down my throat about it, friends, family, coworkers, all looking at me and telling me I HAVE to get a boyfriend/girlfriend....
I'll admit from my parents and grandmother it's not a relationship necessarily, but my mom and dad happened to bring up once again that they want grandkids, and my grandmother called and asked again when I was going to give her a great grandbaby, I almost slammed the phone down on her.
Then I had friends bring up as they put it "the fact that I need a boyfriend!" and a couple coworkers this week spend our night shift hounding me to get a boyfriend, my eye started twitching, then I had to spend the night listening to them talk about how they don't know how I could possibly can be happy being single, I was very temped to throw the papers I was working on at them and storm away, but instead I just calmly stated that I wasn't going to jump into something so I didn't have to be alone, and that I'd rather wait for the chance to find something that means something to me and my partner then regret it in 6 months, this kind of got my coworkers up in arms, but I wasn't in the mood to play nice this week.
the sad thing is the only person who looked at me and said as long as I'm happy, It's up to me about weather I wanted to be in a relationship or not is one of my best friends who happens to be boy crazy and as she has put it 'not happy without a boyfriend'.
I just don't know what to do, I'm 21, I'm not going to suddenly vanish from the face of the earth because I don't have a relationship, and Well I know that I'm a difficult person to deal with, but I know that if I wanted a relationship I would go out and find one someone to be with, but right now I'm content with being single, should someone come along and ask me out, I may say yes, ad then we go from there, maybe it will work out maybe it wont, or maybe I'll find someone who I like, and maybe I get up the courage to ask them out, and again maybe it works maybe it doesn't but I'll burn that bridge when I get there.
Right now I feel I have to watch out for bad 80's movies match making moments from my friends and family and unknown blind dates -.-.
I'll admit from my parents and grandmother it's not a relationship necessarily, but my mom and dad happened to bring up once again that they want grandkids, and my grandmother called and asked again when I was going to give her a great grandbaby, I almost slammed the phone down on her.
Then I had friends bring up as they put it "the fact that I need a boyfriend!" and a couple coworkers this week spend our night shift hounding me to get a boyfriend, my eye started twitching, then I had to spend the night listening to them talk about how they don't know how I could possibly can be happy being single, I was very temped to throw the papers I was working on at them and storm away, but instead I just calmly stated that I wasn't going to jump into something so I didn't have to be alone, and that I'd rather wait for the chance to find something that means something to me and my partner then regret it in 6 months, this kind of got my coworkers up in arms, but I wasn't in the mood to play nice this week.
the sad thing is the only person who looked at me and said as long as I'm happy, It's up to me about weather I wanted to be in a relationship or not is one of my best friends who happens to be boy crazy and as she has put it 'not happy without a boyfriend'.
I just don't know what to do, I'm 21, I'm not going to suddenly vanish from the face of the earth because I don't have a relationship, and Well I know that I'm a difficult person to deal with, but I know that if I wanted a relationship I would go out and find one someone to be with, but right now I'm content with being single, should someone come along and ask me out, I may say yes, ad then we go from there, maybe it will work out maybe it wont, or maybe I'll find someone who I like, and maybe I get up the courage to ask them out, and again maybe it works maybe it doesn't but I'll burn that bridge when I get there.
Right now I feel I have to watch out for bad 80's movies match making moments from my friends and family and unknown blind dates -.-.
AgileFoxen
~agilefoxen
*hugs tightly* hun dont let anyone tell you what you need to be happy :)
Sakra-Reed
~sakra-reed
OP
*hugs* I know, but it's stressing me out, and that's making it so I'm not happy -.- but thanks for your words it makes me feel better
