hey guys i'm kind of back. i have my head on a bit more straight but i'm still pretty shaken up. to the point where I accidentally set a fire yesterday without realizing it ://// I did a little bit of some drawing and a little bit of some photos. luckily I've been getting phone calls that've been helpping out alot :) but I only get to talk to him on weekends and it'll still be a month before I get to see my signifigant other/best friend of nearly 4 years as of 7/14 so who knows how up for making anything I will be until then :( things will be much better then and that's at least something I can look forward to which has helped me to start smiling again (that and the support of a few of my friends)