well as you guys know...i had a dream again about  wolfaurora and woke up in tears feeling like shit....i figured out why i might have had the dream/ had her slip into my head again.......first off at last Tuesdays furmeet the movie was silver linings playbook which was a very emotional mover for me to watch....i was crying in it a lot due to the similarities of it and my past........but i was fine after......what really killed it was on Wednesday...after i had some lady back up into my jeep (thankfully only taking some paint off).....my mom caught my step dad having an affair with her and his first love of his life.....my mom was heart broken after 10 years they were together......and she cried so much.........i did what i could to help....we packed his stuff in trash bags and hes been living in a hotel for the past few days....my mom still in tears....and the pain reminds me of her.....my first true love....who i lost....and that's when the dreams started happening v.v......i thought she was gone...but i guess not if im here typing this......i know she has a new mate.....and there's nothing i can do about that.......i just hope i can seal the memorizes away again before they cause anymore damage.....to me or her........http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pN60DR5GQpg