I start to wonder how do I even make any good arts right now. With my lack of motivation to even use my Sai and curve tools as usual...will I really even make any good art for anyone other than my current watchers? I only have 5 loyal watchers and I guess you guys are always by my side for some reason and are usually appreciating how my art becomes...but I start to wonder what kind of art shoul I make to please anyone else so that I can have more watchers...hm...

Actually I shouldn't dwell on getting more watchers because I'm sure that I might end up migrating to a new account anyways so....yeah just complaining that's all. no need to worry =w=