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Looking up!
12 years ago
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Well after much of being Severely Depressed on the blink of wanting it all to end, Its finally Looking up from here!
Work has picked up, up to 5 days a week on the week after next.
Since I've started other ladies say that my work has improved DRASTICALLY, as well as my timing, skills, and confidence which is funny since my confidence is non-existent >.>;
Though i feel great that other workmates took the time to notice my work, and fight for me to help me along, i owe them a lot, its only been a short year almost that I've been with them, but its a year that I'll remember forever.
As i think of it, so much has changed in just the past two years, Gone from being the shy/Lurker/Observer to more talking to people/Initiating things rather then just whimpering and hiding away in the corner as i always did, still happens but not as bad... anymore.. thankfully i have a few friends who are extremely supportive and help me every step of the way when I'm feeling down. I'm actually able to talk to people without nearly breaking down and running away/being scared to death/etc. Which is amazing. still have a lot of work to do with it but... its a damn good start!
Celebrated today by having a me day, Took myself shopping and to dinner to celebrate, feeling a lot better and excited to see what's gonna come up soon, It's all going to go up from here, I'm sure of it!
First Vacation is also in 3-4 ish weeks, No clue what I'm gonna do.. probably just sleep the whole damn thing since i don't have anything better to do ^^; That or I'll do some more piercings on myself that i keep promising myself that i am going to do and keep pushing it back. >Pouts
Think that is all my ranting for now, Toodles all and God Bless anyone who bothers to take the time to read this gibberish >.>; :P
Work has picked up, up to 5 days a week on the week after next.
Since I've started other ladies say that my work has improved DRASTICALLY, as well as my timing, skills, and confidence which is funny since my confidence is non-existent >.>;
Though i feel great that other workmates took the time to notice my work, and fight for me to help me along, i owe them a lot, its only been a short year almost that I've been with them, but its a year that I'll remember forever.
As i think of it, so much has changed in just the past two years, Gone from being the shy/Lurker/Observer to more talking to people/Initiating things rather then just whimpering and hiding away in the corner as i always did, still happens but not as bad... anymore.. thankfully i have a few friends who are extremely supportive and help me every step of the way when I'm feeling down. I'm actually able to talk to people without nearly breaking down and running away/being scared to death/etc. Which is amazing. still have a lot of work to do with it but... its a damn good start!
Celebrated today by having a me day, Took myself shopping and to dinner to celebrate, feeling a lot better and excited to see what's gonna come up soon, It's all going to go up from here, I'm sure of it!
First Vacation is also in 3-4 ish weeks, No clue what I'm gonna do.. probably just sleep the whole damn thing since i don't have anything better to do ^^; That or I'll do some more piercings on myself that i keep promising myself that i am going to do and keep pushing it back. >Pouts
Think that is all my ranting for now, Toodles all and God Bless anyone who bothers to take the time to read this gibberish >.>; :P
