This is just something I just wanted to get off my chest. Being a furry since I was 16, I have come nothing short of being special. The fact that I have AS and I haven't attended a gym for god knows how long doesn't really help. But I am creative,imaginative,kind,loving but there are things that I can't do that alot of people seem to have. I can't make fursuits, I can't draw, I can't do anything that's worth contributing all because I haven't had time,money or materials to learn to do anything or anybody to learn from.Spent so much time living with my homophobic mom and her mom and since they're so closed minded, I haven't expressed to come out to them of who I am and what I am or even who I'm with. As much as my mom would put me down by putting non-belief in myself that I can't really move out and to be honest, I don't think there is any accommodation in which to move into. The fact that I have a permanent job under review, I still feel like I'll never move out It's like my life is one big secret. Is it?