I've been feeling down a lot lately and for some reason the stuff I have been thinking about has been the future and what is to come. I'm currently living with my mom who is in her 50's and her mom who is nearing her 80's but that's not what I'm worried about. It's the fact that I'm living with them both and I'm worried that I will be living with them for the rest of my life. I want to move out but my mom is discouraging me from doing so stating that I am not able to and the places that I'm looking for are houses that are in areas that are not great or suitable to live in My mom keeps reminding me that I can't be spending on stuff I don't need and save up on the imminent death of her mom and the fact that the house we're living in will be sold and I will be left houseless with hardly enough money to buy one not only that, my mom doesn't agree with my sexuality and if her mom found out then she would throw me out of the house and I would have nowhere to go I'm currently working for about a year now and my employers have not offered me a contract yet and I don't think they will as I've learned that they will be letting me go this month and I will be placed back at where I did my work experience before I arrived at the place where I am now. Not sure when though >.< what do I do?