Ok, so where i live is starting off to be a fairly wet humid start to summer. Sadly not much going on in my life, Im back to Truck Driving, which i love, the money is good and im home every night, so bills are slowly starting to get caught up again. yay...do you sense the sarcasm? yea, i dunno whats been up. Im restless, irritated, every day my beast presses me to find a mate and settle down, at 28 the urge and drive to find a mate, settle down and have pup's is strong. Ive got an ok, (read - Boring) social life, ive got a few friends ive reconnected with since moving back to Wisconsin but even that doesnt feel like enough lately.

Ive taken up going to the Gun range at least two, three times a week weather permitting, Fish on the weekends, its all fun but yea, at the end of the day i crawl into bed alone.. Miss the feel of a body next to me, that physical connection and nightly cuddles. Since my Ex-mate and i broke up nearly 2 years ago now i still find myself thinking of her from time to time, and comparing anyone i do meet to her. I know its wrong, but i just cant seem to break the habit. I know she's moved on, found another, yay for her. but the way things ended between us has never sat right with me. And i know that there will never be a resolution to that fact and i think thats what still hurts about it.

Anyway, not much else going on in my day to day humdrum, who knows, maybe ill win the lottery one day *shrugs*