today was an off day for me, I managed to draw somethign for once, gonna post it tomorrow, yet there were things that bugged me.
Like how I want to post my real stories on here, but too afraid that they can never be shown the way I want them to be.
My Fa grandson and his Fa dad are getting on my nerves like always , I'm seeing old friends who don't wish to talk to me in real life , except for Drake, wishing I could get out more to find a job and stuff.
Yet what really worries me the most is between my two best friends here. After I return, I saw problems bewteen the two. A couple so tight in love and had a baby boy. Now that the boy is gone, the two fight and show signs of a break up.
Hearing from both sides, and being a friend , it worries and pains me to see this. And over soemthing really stupid on how they got mad over it, or how it seems one is cheating ont he other. As I think these two were madly in love at first, and now seeing it fade away bit by bit, hoping it would return again. That was when I saw what true love was, until they let themselves mess up in many ways.
From what my best friend told me, love is something you share with to past away the hard times with, yet even though you can't be together doesn't mean you can try fora new future. Howerer, she was never really a responisble or commitful person to be honest. Still, you just got to look in a positive tone and not let stupidy get to you.
And last but not least, upon my restless night, I've dreamt of change for both good and bad, featuring a clock with a peaches, the sound of a silver whistle , and tears of a crowd.
Fall is a good to play, yet winter only brings a cold embrace of pain and work. Especially near the holidays.
Good night , and see you lata on.