Fuck it, I am tired of this area I can't take it anymore. I am putting my resume up tomorrow and will look for work somewhere else. Not yet sure where that should be and I doubt I will get any hits but at least it will be a start of trying to move somewhere where we can be a little happier. I have been in Maryland for a good 13 years now and I have more than got my fill of it. Sadly the places I want to go to are rather remote and probably have crap work so not sure it will be there or some compromise of a location but it is a start. I know I will have to sacrifice some for it, but I am really tired of being miserable and I am gonna make a change before I break. Not sure what the future holds or what luck I will have but at least I am starting to look to try and get things better.