I keep getting told this over little things. Can't sweep the floor right, can't vacuum right, no one would hire me. He deserves better you're worthless, you eat too much(I eat maybe 500 calories a day) I can't take it anymore. I love Wolfen, but his mother is toxic to listen to. I feel like I can't accomplish anything. I'm terrified to go upstairs, ashamed to be seen for the worthless thing I am.
She keeps saying not to bother trying to help as she'd just have to redo it anyways. I want to disappear. Someone help. I want to be useful again. My resume is a disaster, my seizures are bad and I'm sure noone will give me a chance. I was going to wait until my VNS goes in but why bother. I want to keep taking the klonopin and sleeping it off and not eat so she can't bitch about food cost.