It seems that  radioardilla has read the journal thanks to  BUSTER-LAPIN who i sent as the messager so he can see what i has to say.

And it worked. thanks you Buster for doing that for me. And radioardilla that journal has now gone that you seen it and sorted it out. (i knew you would deep down)

I maybe a bit ranty at times but im hopefuly hope to hear something from the docs next week. i have great friends and that is one thing that does keep me going. sometimes i think they have deserted me but i was wrong. im just a bit impatient (aires thing) sorry for any trouble i cause everyone.
i gave up with facebook but im on twitter now and you can follow me there (not many negative comment there. but random stuff) EveSquirrelette for anyone that wants to follow me.

If i do anything silly or get really down and dramatic. just be patient. it will soon pass.just tell me off nicely. ok

I feel alot happier now that this is sorted out