general life rant just ignore
12 years ago
Last couple of days I've just been feeling like shit for multiple reasons and I feel stuck. I feel I'm a different person compared to what I was a year ago because I'm realising more and more how much life sucks and how much people can be dicks. I've been struggling to get by money wise and only have just enough to get by. I can't afford to go out and be social without having to borrow money and could only just afford to see my other half last weekend. I may only have 15 hours a week of classes but assignments can easily fill up that excess time makes getting a job difficult. I just don't know how much longer I can do this. I love my course but uni is seriously fucking me up mentally and its changing me. I don't feel myself anymore. I just feel depressed and an anti social twat. I just honestly wish I had something better to fall back on instead of moving to Perth with my family. I love it in Melbourne and I don't want to leave but its so fucking expensive to live out of home.