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An Apology To Myself and Anyone Who I Have Hurt Before
12 years ago
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I am 25 years old and have made many many bad choices in my life. I have spent the better part of those years blaming everyone for the actions I made. And frankly, That was wrong. I am here to say that I am sorry for everything I have done. I have been no less than the shittiest of indviduals. In fact, I would say i was a downright horrid human being.
To anyone who I have hurt, to anyone I have caused pain, to anyone who I have simply just been a peice of shit to, I am sorry. I am not expecting much from this, and i dont even expect anyone to really believe it, but felt it was important to say. At the end of the day all I can show for proof is the actions I will take in the coming days, months, and years. I have a lot of growing up to do, and I am slowly trying to work on that. I also want to apologize to myself for ruining some of the best friendships and relationships I have ever had.
This is not directed at anyone in peticular, mearly anyone in my life whom I have hurt. I hit rock bottom and just kept digging multiple times. It is time for me to start working on getting out of the huge hole I have dug. It will take years, and for some people may never even happen, but today starts to first step in making ammends to anyone that I can. And the first person I can truely do anything with is myself. I have graduated college and will be working soon. That is the ammends I can make with myself, and once that is is complete, I can begin working on making ammends with the many other people who I have hurt.
I want to end this by saying that I am 100% responsible for my own actions, and have no one to blame for my current circusmtance but me. That being said, the only person who can get me out of this hole is me.
Thank you for taking the time to read this
Sincerly
Arthur/F3nix/Puddin
To anyone who I have hurt, to anyone I have caused pain, to anyone who I have simply just been a peice of shit to, I am sorry. I am not expecting much from this, and i dont even expect anyone to really believe it, but felt it was important to say. At the end of the day all I can show for proof is the actions I will take in the coming days, months, and years. I have a lot of growing up to do, and I am slowly trying to work on that. I also want to apologize to myself for ruining some of the best friendships and relationships I have ever had.
This is not directed at anyone in peticular, mearly anyone in my life whom I have hurt. I hit rock bottom and just kept digging multiple times. It is time for me to start working on getting out of the huge hole I have dug. It will take years, and for some people may never even happen, but today starts to first step in making ammends to anyone that I can. And the first person I can truely do anything with is myself. I have graduated college and will be working soon. That is the ammends I can make with myself, and once that is is complete, I can begin working on making ammends with the many other people who I have hurt.
I want to end this by saying that I am 100% responsible for my own actions, and have no one to blame for my current circusmtance but me. That being said, the only person who can get me out of this hole is me.
Thank you for taking the time to read this
Sincerly
Arthur/F3nix/Puddin
That being said, the most important person you need to prove it to is yourself. You can't lie to yourself forever, and you have to live with yourself. Apologizing is a good first step, but you need to work on improving yourself FOR yourself.
I'm not one to lock my beliefs in, and say people can't change. I've seen people change, dramatically, for many reasons. I'm not giving you a free pass, but I'm willing to watch, and wait, and see.