Knowing that some people read my journals helps a bit.

Maybe my next anthro image will help things a bit. Just got to hammer out the anatomy.

Ranting always helps out some not alot but some even if noone reads them like mine.

I can almost relate. Because of my habit of blowing of work in order to watch youtube, watch tv, play games or jerk off, I recieved an F in all but one of my classes. I dont know whats going to happen to me next semester. I do know that I have to somehow get over my childish habit of doing nothing with my life. Which is so fucking hard.

I have blown a few job interviews. I tend to blame migraines, but it just may be my lack of preparation. Nothing ventured, nothing gained, however.

What tended to work for me in the past was having several job interviews or job offers to work with. It brings in competition into the mix. This is hard to do in this economy. A relaxed state of mind helps, but if you need to have a job, this seems to introduce additional stress into the mix.

*hug* I've been there.