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17 years ago
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Ok, I'll doing my best not to rant, but their has been some unfortunate dilemmas.
First off I somehow misplaced my mobile phone.
And although I got another one for nothing and it's better and newer, I still miss having my old ones.
This new Phone doesn't let me add the Thomas the Tank Engine theme song.
Yeah I have that theme so that:-
1. I can easily know that it's mine phone ringing.
and
2. It makes me want to answer it ASAP so that others don't recognizes the tune.
Anyway my mum is extremely pissed off that I might have lost my phone. Heck, she misplaces stuff all the time and I don't rant and yell at her about it. So yeah, it is a bit of a pain.
The second downer is that I missed out in applying for a part time Christmas job, again!!
I suppose it is my fault for not applying faster, but I wanted to get help with getting a resume as Animations Showreels are no good for the job application.
I think I told this last year, but the job is basically driving a miniature train in a mall for kids to ride on.
Seriously I would have loved this job since I do this stuff once a month for nothing. Heck! I'd probably do the job for free if it means I can drive a train more often, but the $88 for an 4 hour shift each day during the Xmas holidays is too tempting.
However I got this other unofficial job, which is more important to my animation career so I guess I would of had to miss out applying anyway for the train.
The third thing on my mind, is how I can't help but feel the need for a Daddy Fur again.
I miss having my old one, but I know it's no use calling and whining for him back.
I don't know why I still have the feeling for a fatherly figure,
(which is strange to say as I do have a real life dad.)
I'm 21 now so I am a man now in some ways.
And you'd think having many Fur brothers, Fur masters, Fur Slaves, and fur such would be enough, but I don't know.....
I guess the last thing I really miss the most is my ability to make high pitch sounds with my voice. I don't care if man aren't suppose to make such noised, but I miss having the ability.
I lost the ability ever since I caught Laryngitis from my sister a few weeks ago. While I got some pitch back, I still lack the much needed area to produce the voice I want.
So it's going to be a pain without it since I really needed the pitch for audio stuff. So now I'll have to find an actor in the future. And no I'm not going to try helium!
Oh well, despite the downs, I do have some much brighter side of life. (Except maybe the new phone.)
Like I said before, most know about the other job I got, and that although there is still the chance for it to be a disaster in the end.
At least it's getting closer to one of my lifetime dreams.
One of my cousins is getting married on the weekend, which I very pleased for her. She had some bad luck in the past years, so we are all pleased about this.
Makes me hope that one day to find my partner, before it's too late for me. (Because you never know what's gonna happen to you)
And I'll finally get my 2nd new train carriage for my own personal Ride-on Train. Which I've been waiting to get it for 2 months. And I hope to post a picture of the complete train in just over a weeks time, yay!!
First off I somehow misplaced my mobile phone.
And although I got another one for nothing and it's better and newer, I still miss having my old ones.
This new Phone doesn't let me add the Thomas the Tank Engine theme song.
Yeah I have that theme so that:-
1. I can easily know that it's mine phone ringing.
and
2. It makes me want to answer it ASAP so that others don't recognizes the tune.
Anyway my mum is extremely pissed off that I might have lost my phone. Heck, she misplaces stuff all the time and I don't rant and yell at her about it. So yeah, it is a bit of a pain.
The second downer is that I missed out in applying for a part time Christmas job, again!!
I suppose it is my fault for not applying faster, but I wanted to get help with getting a resume as Animations Showreels are no good for the job application.
I think I told this last year, but the job is basically driving a miniature train in a mall for kids to ride on.
Seriously I would have loved this job since I do this stuff once a month for nothing. Heck! I'd probably do the job for free if it means I can drive a train more often, but the $88 for an 4 hour shift each day during the Xmas holidays is too tempting.
However I got this other unofficial job, which is more important to my animation career so I guess I would of had to miss out applying anyway for the train.
The third thing on my mind, is how I can't help but feel the need for a Daddy Fur again.
I miss having my old one, but I know it's no use calling and whining for him back.
I don't know why I still have the feeling for a fatherly figure,
(which is strange to say as I do have a real life dad.)
I'm 21 now so I am a man now in some ways.
And you'd think having many Fur brothers, Fur masters, Fur Slaves, and fur such would be enough, but I don't know.....
I guess the last thing I really miss the most is my ability to make high pitch sounds with my voice. I don't care if man aren't suppose to make such noised, but I miss having the ability.
I lost the ability ever since I caught Laryngitis from my sister a few weeks ago. While I got some pitch back, I still lack the much needed area to produce the voice I want.
So it's going to be a pain without it since I really needed the pitch for audio stuff. So now I'll have to find an actor in the future. And no I'm not going to try helium!
Oh well, despite the downs, I do have some much brighter side of life. (Except maybe the new phone.)
Like I said before, most know about the other job I got, and that although there is still the chance for it to be a disaster in the end.
At least it's getting closer to one of my lifetime dreams.
One of my cousins is getting married on the weekend, which I very pleased for her. She had some bad luck in the past years, so we are all pleased about this.
Makes me hope that one day to find my partner, before it's too late for me. (Because you never know what's gonna happen to you)
And I'll finally get my 2nd new train carriage for my own personal Ride-on Train. Which I've been waiting to get it for 2 months. And I hope to post a picture of the complete train in just over a weeks time, yay!!
as for the father figure, I do hope you find one :).
also congrats to you cousin :)
I to have a new phone number so many had to make changes, but no one seem to mind to much.
My computer died on me, so that is why you have not heard from me for some time now. I do have one I can use from my job for now, but I don't know if I should add the MSN to it?
Yes, we all wait to long on something and miss out on one thing, but I like to believe that things miss only open you up to better things just around the corner.
Hope all the things that bring you joy will be around you again soon.
I'm just a little bummed that some of the downers could have been easily avoided if I planned better.
The Job, I should have applied faster, but I had the other job to and wanted to wait to see what would happen. (I suppose could've had 2 jobs at the same time, but I'm lazy.)
The Phone, I should have kept in a safe place I know were to look.
The Voice I have no clue how to fix, but I wish I could because I desperately need it for voice acting in the future..
And the Past Daffy Fur, tried but failed.
I guess I write journal because you can get more then one opinion on topics.
I'm supposedly good at that advice kind of thing according to a few friends. o;
not sure what can be done with the voice part, mabye lemons could help, they allow me to sing high
and i have no idea what the fur daddy thing is all about