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Livestream For those wondering how well I am doing... it's been rather off and on. And to start the beginning of this week has been rather rocky for me.
To start with, on Monday Night (Tuesday Morning) From about 1:30AM - 3AM my cat Cali went into a premature labor. She was 3-4 weeks too soon with the birth and well... I'm certain most can guess the results. This wasn't normal for her given she has had litters in the past (This is due to her having what we call 'phantom heats' in which she will go into a heat unexpectedly before we can get her to the vet to have her spayed) and it's unusual and extremely rare that she seeks our comfort or help. She gave birth to the first kitten and that one was born stillborn, very small and way too early. Underdeveloped eyes, etc. the second was born alive but died about a few minutes after because it was very much like the first in terms of underdevelopment.
It was painful for me to watch and see something, ANYTHING just die before my eyes. And it's never easy to see a life as fragile as that be taken so soon. There's no real reason why it might have happened and yes I know these things will happen but it doesn't stop the pain or hurt that comes from it especially when you are there to bear witness to it.
To top it off I got a phone call Tuesday Morning from my NEW Financial Aide adviser from my school that summed up everything to me in a nutshell. First off, my original financial aide adviser no longer worked there and her last day was sometime in May and I never got notice about this. Second, my money that should have been in this month was not there and I had to wait another 1-2 weeks before I got it, thus making me unable to pay my Cable bill.
Thankfully, a dear friend of mine is going to pay for the internet (And will be repaid for her kindness as soon as my money gets in) So I won't be going offline but yeah. It's a big hassle right now filled with stress and pain...
HOWEVER! Said dear friend will be coming to visit me tomorrow and stay with me until the 6th of July. She's spending my summer break from school with me so that's a very welcome thing I need right now.
Anyway, for those wondering about me. Stress and more stress keeps piling up but there is some light in all that stress.
SkyShadow
~skyshadow
*Gives you ALL the wyvern hugs*
Wynther
~wynther
