Why do you try so hard to hurt my feelings? You said a long time ago that I did nothing wrong, so why do you treat me like I'm the one who broke your heart?

Honestly? I'm so depressed right now I can hardly stand it. You don't know or care, but I don't feel good enough to deal with this. If you have something to say, please tell me. There's a monster in my head, and if I don't make it through this, I want to die smiling.

You must still care a lot to be trying to get my attention like this. I miss you. I'd like to have my best friend back. I really would. I've never needed a friend more, actually. But, I hope life is good to you, I hope you can forgive me for whatever I've done to fail you, and I hope I make it through tonight. That's all I hope for anymore. Bye, human boy. I hope you find peace in whatever it was that stole you from me.