I've decided I'll be taking another break from here. I'm tired of feeling like my art is shit and want to get out of that thought process. I'm tired of trying to please others, I'm tired of having my self worth being decided by anyone but myself. I'm tired of being paranoid, I'm tired of feeling like the friends I used to have hate me. I'm tired of feeling alienated; I don't want to have these irrational thoughts control my life.

Not sure how long I'll be absent and I don't want to put a number of days to it. I want to get out and enjoy life instead of wallowing in self hatred. I want to feel that I'm free to draw whatever I want and be happy with it, not have my confidence hindered because it's not someone's cup of tea. I want to draw for myself again. I don't want to get anxiety attacks from posting art.

If you wish to contact me I am available through my e-mail.
I will also be posting my art on my sketch/art tumblr while I'm gone. If anyone cares and wishes to follow, http://dildosensei.tumblr.com/
Bye.