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12 years ago
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I'm so sick of working a 40hr week and having the 8 hour day kick my ass to the point that I don't want to do anything at night because I'm so tired that I end up passing out or I work on something a little bit and then end up not liking it the next day and having to redo it but not having the time to sit and just to start and finish a piece in one sitting.
UGH.
And then on the weekends (since I literally only have a few more weeks here) mom has all this stuff planned for me to do. Like today I'm going sailing. I love sailing don't get me wrong! But yesterday I spent most of my time at the mall buying stuff for my dorm room and then mom wanted a fire pit and chill out with my neighbor and cousins. I couldn't exactly bring my laptop by the fire and working on a few pinups might have worked but 150+ markers that I'd need to shuffle through while tending a fire would have been obnoxious let alone the wind was anything but calm and more than likely would have burned the page. Burned my Mayhem shirt anyway. Back to sailing it's literally an all day thing. I've been up since 7am, my time, and I'm waiting on my mom to finish getting ready and then we have to drive to get my grandfather who lives a half hour away and then drive the hour to get down to the city we get the boat ready and we'll sail for a good 2-4 hours. And won't get home until roughly 8pm tonight. Which isn't late but that fucking Gib sail kicks my ass to raise and that sun is brutal. I'll be up as late as I can coloring and drawing that I can before I have to wake up for work tomorrow morning. Which I have horseback right after tomorrow. instead of leaving early and going right to horseback I get to now work a full day shift and get on a horse for roughly 45 minutes. And for people that are like "the horse does all the work" please get on a horse make it canter a course. ANY COURSE beginner course works. Outside line, angle, angle, outside line, angle, angle. Then do some rollbacks after that and bending lines and tell me that your legs don't hurt people.
BLAH!
I just need a vacation. I'm going to Tennessee later in July. That whole week I'm going to sit on the deck and do nothing but draw. The only thing that I want to do is take a horseback ride through the mountains. That is all.
And then I want to go to school. Where I will not be working, I will not have a car to get anywhere, and I only have 17 hours worth of classes to do. I will be doing nothing but drawing and homework in my free time.
Vent Journal over.
UGH.
And then on the weekends (since I literally only have a few more weeks here) mom has all this stuff planned for me to do. Like today I'm going sailing. I love sailing don't get me wrong! But yesterday I spent most of my time at the mall buying stuff for my dorm room and then mom wanted a fire pit and chill out with my neighbor and cousins. I couldn't exactly bring my laptop by the fire and working on a few pinups might have worked but 150+ markers that I'd need to shuffle through while tending a fire would have been obnoxious let alone the wind was anything but calm and more than likely would have burned the page. Burned my Mayhem shirt anyway. Back to sailing it's literally an all day thing. I've been up since 7am, my time, and I'm waiting on my mom to finish getting ready and then we have to drive to get my grandfather who lives a half hour away and then drive the hour to get down to the city we get the boat ready and we'll sail for a good 2-4 hours. And won't get home until roughly 8pm tonight. Which isn't late but that fucking Gib sail kicks my ass to raise and that sun is brutal. I'll be up as late as I can coloring and drawing that I can before I have to wake up for work tomorrow morning. Which I have horseback right after tomorrow. instead of leaving early and going right to horseback I get to now work a full day shift and get on a horse for roughly 45 minutes. And for people that are like "the horse does all the work" please get on a horse make it canter a course. ANY COURSE beginner course works. Outside line, angle, angle, outside line, angle, angle. Then do some rollbacks after that and bending lines and tell me that your legs don't hurt people.
BLAH!
I just need a vacation. I'm going to Tennessee later in July. That whole week I'm going to sit on the deck and do nothing but draw. The only thing that I want to do is take a horseback ride through the mountains. That is all.
And then I want to go to school. Where I will not be working, I will not have a car to get anywhere, and I only have 17 hours worth of classes to do. I will be doing nothing but drawing and homework in my free time.
Vent Journal over.
And what happened to your other job?
And I'm with you thinking that I shouldn't have such a demanding job before college is even out.
But thank you! I'm trying!