Well, not that anybody noticed, but I was without internet for a little while, why? Because I hadn't paid it. :P

But anyway, I'm back now and now for the point I want to make. It seems like I'm always getting broke. My pockets always being emptied. Now it's not too surprising that this should happen, afterall it happens to everybody, and a lot of this has been my own fault for taking on so many commissions, but it seems lately that I just can't seem to catch a break. For nearly 10 years I've wanted to buy myself a tablet to finally really get into drawing, hopefully open commissions so I can gain a little more money than the measly 500$ I'm getting as a PFC in the army (I know, right? Something's wrong here.) So I'm really starting to see why everyone was telling me that the army probably wasn't the right choice in a career. I'm starting to think I'm not going to be able to achieve any of my dreams for a future. Is my life just leading nowhere? Am I forever cursed to failure and torture no matter how hard I work? Serves me right, I'm just a moron anyway.