Well I am just sitting here on a bed thinking about my life and what I have been through and you know my life is not as bad as it could be. Ya I am not stable in life but one of these day I well. I know some of you know I drive trucks for a living and I don't want to anymore because I have a husband and two sons that are vary dear to my hart and I have grown wiser now I am not what I used to be I am more mature now. So the reason why I am writing this journal is because I am listing to a song that has allot of meanings behind it and it is talking about what I would like to do if I can't travel the world for a living I would like to help the GLBT community. I have done so much for the GLBT in the past and now I want to do more. I just don't want to do in the wrong way because I have hurt my self money wise. My husband well be the one to tell you the same. So with everything being said here for those that are having problems in your life will I well get better and that is something I have to believe it to. I know this youtube video is more geared to the GLBT community but just listen to the words and I think it can fit your life in many ways in more ways then one. I love all of you and thank you for being there for me and being my friend.