I just had an itch to listen to an old song I hadn't heard in a while. Of course, I don't have most of my old albums any more since I sold them, but thankfully everything and anything is on Youtube these days. Queued it up and it triggered a feeling I haven't felt in ages. That wonderful feeling when you get lost for a moment in a song and before it's even over you know exactly what to queue up next to keep the feeling going. I used to want to DJ so bad so I could spend all night doing it with lots of people, feeding off of their moods and energies and finding the perfect song to keep them going. Communicating with people that way is so much more natural to me than how I struggle to do it with words.

I also really missed this feeling. I'm happy because it had been so long that I didn't even know it was gone, but now I'm also sad because it has reminded me of what's gone.