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12 years ago
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This is going to be a journal of all sorts of things. I'm going to ramble on about a handful of stuff: commissions, time, work, college, and who the hell knows about whatever else.
I'm going to start with an update about everything dealing with my last journal (for those of you who read it and commented on it and just everything I want to say thank you for all of the advice and the support and kind of dealing with me when I was freaking it. It truly means a lot that I was able to meet so many fantastic friends on this site and I just thank you all). I would like to say that everything has gotten better, and by better I mean that my father is at least talking to me and is acting like nothing has happened. Which I gladly take over being kicked out of my house. It gives me more time to come up with a good handful of things that I would like to talk to both of my parents when the time comes to it and I'm able to get everything out of the table. The hardest one is out of the way (which is strange) I always felt like my father would be the one that would be the one to write me off as a stranger and forgot that I even existed so this turning out the way that it did gives me some hope, but at the same time it scares me because for all I know my mother could be the one that could turn around and not know what the hell to think of it.
Today I also figured out (during my fifteen minute break) that I really do not have that much time left in IL which means I really don't have that much time left with a job. So even though I really don't like my job...I'm like I need all of the fucking money that I can rack up here. I'm already in debt since I took out my fist student loan and I just know that they're going to start piling on from there. BUT with that being said that means that I will have a lot more time for commissions and other art things roughly 35 more hours a week to be working on artwork granted that my classes let me (Which I'm sure that they will). I'm hoping to be able to take on a lot more commissions when I get up there and I was also talking to a handful of people and they told me my commission prices are really, really low (which I knew). Which I might raise just a tinitiny bit (really just enough to cover whatever paypal takes out nothing drastic). As I get more time to work on art the more longer pieces that I will be able to work on and really put all of my time into which means different things to show you guys and different possible things that people could commission me for, if they ever so choose to.
AS OF NOW I am hoping to try and keep my bank account the same (if not a little more) from what I have when I go into to school which means I will probably be spending days on here trying to rack up commissions so that I can live and do some fun things at school and still be able to pay off my loans while in school (so I build lest interest I really hate being in debt it bothers me too the point that I freak out about it a little bit...a lot i'm a freak guys what do you expect lmao). But AGAIN more time equals more art and I know I'll be able to crank out a lot more pieces when I have more time to myself AND LETS NOT FORGET ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT'S GONG TO BE AROUND ME~ (I'm not excited about it at all...)
Another cool think I could be seeing Bon Jovi this Friday....but the seats I thought that I would be getting weren't what I was getting and seats that I would have gotten...sucked. He's playing a HUGE venue here and it would have looked like he was an ant from where the seats were. but...I which I could have gone because FUCKING BON JOVI!
on another fun note I got Sully Erna's book The Paths We Choose and I am so horribly excited to start reading it. He has to be one of my favorite people on the whole planet.
AND IF YOU GUYS WOULDN'T MIND DOING ME A FAVOR! VOTE FOR MY COUSIN TO PLAY ROCKSTAR'S UPROAR FESTIVAL
http://battle.rockstaruproar.com/u/.....oreTheMourning !! EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE METAL MUSIC PLEASE VOTE EVERY ONE COUNTS~ THANK YOU~
I'm going to start with an update about everything dealing with my last journal (for those of you who read it and commented on it and just everything I want to say thank you for all of the advice and the support and kind of dealing with me when I was freaking it. It truly means a lot that I was able to meet so many fantastic friends on this site and I just thank you all). I would like to say that everything has gotten better, and by better I mean that my father is at least talking to me and is acting like nothing has happened. Which I gladly take over being kicked out of my house. It gives me more time to come up with a good handful of things that I would like to talk to both of my parents when the time comes to it and I'm able to get everything out of the table. The hardest one is out of the way (which is strange) I always felt like my father would be the one that would be the one to write me off as a stranger and forgot that I even existed so this turning out the way that it did gives me some hope, but at the same time it scares me because for all I know my mother could be the one that could turn around and not know what the hell to think of it.
Today I also figured out (during my fifteen minute break) that I really do not have that much time left in IL which means I really don't have that much time left with a job. So even though I really don't like my job...I'm like I need all of the fucking money that I can rack up here. I'm already in debt since I took out my fist student loan and I just know that they're going to start piling on from there. BUT with that being said that means that I will have a lot more time for commissions and other art things roughly 35 more hours a week to be working on artwork granted that my classes let me (Which I'm sure that they will). I'm hoping to be able to take on a lot more commissions when I get up there and I was also talking to a handful of people and they told me my commission prices are really, really low (which I knew). Which I might raise just a tinitiny bit (really just enough to cover whatever paypal takes out nothing drastic). As I get more time to work on art the more longer pieces that I will be able to work on and really put all of my time into which means different things to show you guys and different possible things that people could commission me for, if they ever so choose to.
AS OF NOW I am hoping to try and keep my bank account the same (if not a little more) from what I have when I go into to school which means I will probably be spending days on here trying to rack up commissions so that I can live and do some fun things at school and still be able to pay off my loans while in school (so I build lest interest I really hate being in debt it bothers me too the point that I freak out about it a little bit...a lot i'm a freak guys what do you expect lmao). But AGAIN more time equals more art and I know I'll be able to crank out a lot more pieces when I have more time to myself AND LETS NOT FORGET ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS THAT'S GONG TO BE AROUND ME~ (I'm not excited about it at all...)
Another cool think I could be seeing Bon Jovi this Friday....but the seats I thought that I would be getting weren't what I was getting and seats that I would have gotten...sucked. He's playing a HUGE venue here and it would have looked like he was an ant from where the seats were. but...I which I could have gone because FUCKING BON JOVI!
on another fun note I got Sully Erna's book The Paths We Choose and I am so horribly excited to start reading it. He has to be one of my favorite people on the whole planet.
AND IF YOU GUYS WOULDN'T MIND DOING ME A FAVOR! VOTE FOR MY COUSIN TO PLAY ROCKSTAR'S UPROAR FESTIVAL
http://battle.rockstaruproar.com/u/.....oreTheMourning !! EVEN IF YOU DON'T LIKE METAL MUSIC PLEASE VOTE EVERY ONE COUNTS~ THANK YOU~
I want to see you again before you go up north ;;
I was thinking the same thing a few days ago actually we'd have to plan something where it wouldn't come back to bite me in the ass tho :/
AND I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW I LITERALLY FREAKED OUT AND SAID "FUCK YES" OUTLOUD AND DID A LITTLE DANCE THAT YOU KNOW WHO HE IS XD
Have you heard his solo stuff?! Because if you haven't YOU NEED TOO so much native american influences in that stuff.
If you're a mike patton fan go to youtube and type in 'tomohawk anonymous' and listen to EVERY TRACK off that album. It's nothing but modern rock renditions of ancestral native American songs sung in the ORIGINAL languages. My faves are 'redfox' (navajo song about skinwalkers) and 'crow dance' (crow nation song) Mike Patton is my favorite vocalist of ALL time. His bands: Faith no more, Mr. bungle, tomohawk, fantomas, and peeping tom.
OH MAN I LOVE HIS STUFF HE'S SO AMAZING I WILL DO THAT RIGHT NOW! Oh my god that just sounds amazing! WHY HAVEN'T I HEARD ANY OF THIS BEFORE?!
I love the man. :)
*thunder crackles* Mwahahahahahahahahahaaaaa!!!!!
And thank you I'm hoping that everything will be a lot better when I'm in Wisconsin there will be a lot of time just to relax.