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Sorry but rant. may offend some people.
12 years ago
Working on a vent atm and i cant wait for it to be done so i just have to rant
im sooooooo fucking pissed.
why do i let these stupid emotions run my life like they do. you have no fucking idea how fast i would sell my emotions if that where possible. I dont want any of them. Even if i only got 1 penny for all of them. I wouldnt give a fuck.
Emotions are for the weak.
sadly im over emotional so im the weakest kind of person.
I wouldnt care if i could never feel joy again!!!
as long as sadness, anger. and love where gone.
and its just that. Im one of those people that get crushes on almost ever guy that pass my way. most of the crushes fade away VERY fast like in a days time. some last a week. some last longer. and then. SOME
....oooooo some like to stay and trick me and think i love someone. Wiiiiiich i dont want to love people. Suuuuuure it sounds very amazing to have a boyfriend...but in the end i dont want one. Cuz then. This is what will happen.
Ill get a BF
He will cheat on me
Then ill be even more messed up then i already am.
GOD! im so freaking pissed i could just throw this laptop out in the road and run over it many times with my truck.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
GNDIKSNBKTLANLNRTLJBGANSTB
GTSN
YT
RSN
YN
YRSBJNKAENBJUTNGSLJBNGTLKBNGFLBNJGTSNBLTSABJVFGB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM pure stupid. I just want everything to stop.
.....
And just to clear all this up. Cuz i know some people with think they made this happen.
NO they did not.
This hate I have for myself is all self made.
...it feels like i have a knot the size of a watermelon in my stomic right now.
....and I feel a little better after ranting...
Ok nuthing to see here.
GO AWAY!! D8<
sorry if i offended some people...i gess.
im sooooooo fucking pissed.
why do i let these stupid emotions run my life like they do. you have no fucking idea how fast i would sell my emotions if that where possible. I dont want any of them. Even if i only got 1 penny for all of them. I wouldnt give a fuck.
Emotions are for the weak.
sadly im over emotional so im the weakest kind of person.
I wouldnt care if i could never feel joy again!!!
as long as sadness, anger. and love where gone.
and its just that. Im one of those people that get crushes on almost ever guy that pass my way. most of the crushes fade away VERY fast like in a days time. some last a week. some last longer. and then. SOME
....oooooo some like to stay and trick me and think i love someone. Wiiiiiich i dont want to love people. Suuuuuure it sounds very amazing to have a boyfriend...but in the end i dont want one. Cuz then. This is what will happen.
Ill get a BF
He will cheat on me
Then ill be even more messed up then i already am.
GOD! im so freaking pissed i could just throw this laptop out in the road and run over it many times with my truck.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
GNDIKSNBKTLANLNRTLJBGANSTB
GTSN
YT
RSN
YN
YRSBJNKAENBJUTNGSLJBNGTLKBNGFLBNJGTSNBLTSABJVFGB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM pure stupid. I just want everything to stop.
.....
And just to clear all this up. Cuz i know some people with think they made this happen.
NO they did not.
This hate I have for myself is all self made.
...it feels like i have a knot the size of a watermelon in my stomic right now.
....and I feel a little better after ranting...
Ok nuthing to see here.
GO AWAY!! D8<
sorry if i offended some people...i gess.
But it's what makes you human my friend, things will all come into play eventually, I know you think that a boy friend would just cheat on you and it's hard to take that risk
You have friends right? So there's something fab, love isn't everything. I know your bitter as it seems you get crushes on every guy you pass, you'll find somebody who will understand and love you.
Sorry if any of this sounds cliche or you feel that it's not helping
I talked to a friend lastnight. And made me realize what my hangup was >-> and. Just.....yeah.....If i where near someone they would be punshed over and over agine....untell my fists or there face broke.....^^''
BUT ANYWAYS!
I just have some issues is all~
so yeah.
I understand fab, we all have issues so never feel that your the only one I don't mean that nastily if you get me