I told my mate today that I felt disconnected, and dissatisfied. Disconnected from my family that I have put great distance from. Disconnected from him at times. I have stopped talking to people online who I cared so much about for fear that it indulges disconnection from the few people that are in my life. So now I guess there seems to be nothing left, and no one to express myself to so I'm writing here. Maybe I need to be medicated...