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I Seriously Think I Have A Mental Disorder...
17 years ago
Marmelmm...because I'm so mentally different from everyone else. Sure there's the usual "I'm just unique," however I feel unique to the point that I'm so far gone beyond even liberal society I feel....like I just don't belong :P
I mean, the way I think and the beliefs I hold are just so radical that whenever I voice my opinion it is often met by a wall of scrutiny and scolding on how evil or wrong I am.
I was thinking at first maybe I'm just a bad person, but then after a couple of years (Especially recently) of trying rather consciously to be a good person I've accomplished nothing but near total failure. I lack the sense that, according to most everyone I know, is common. I have next to no knowledge or familiarity to popular culture despite never having been held from it.
I just feel like shit right now I guess, but I assure you this journal is not a result of that feeling. I've felt this way for years honestly. Regardless, tonight hasn't been the best of nights........
Nyro needs a doctor.
I mean, the way I think and the beliefs I hold are just so radical that whenever I voice my opinion it is often met by a wall of scrutiny and scolding on how evil or wrong I am.
I was thinking at first maybe I'm just a bad person, but then after a couple of years (Especially recently) of trying rather consciously to be a good person I've accomplished nothing but near total failure. I lack the sense that, according to most everyone I know, is common. I have next to no knowledge or familiarity to popular culture despite never having been held from it.
I just feel like shit right now I guess, but I assure you this journal is not a result of that feeling. I've felt this way for years honestly. Regardless, tonight hasn't been the best of nights........
Nyro needs a doctor.
Here's the Wiki page for the information. See if that helps any.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome
It might also not be Asperger's, but something else.
As someone who's known this feeling all my life, I can definitely try and help wherever possible. Just ask.
~Otaku-Man
Still doing more research, hit me back.
Still, you might want to get it checked out at some point anyway.
And good luck with your career!
~Otaku-Man
Just don't let 'em put ya on a whole medicine chest full of chemicals, is all...
Still, I wouldn't let anyone put me on meds. I don't even take medicine when I have the flu or anything, don't believe in it. I just do some Qi Gong exercises whenever I'm sick (I try to do them everyday regardless) and that usually helps.
Just saying...
Well, this is only a hunch right now and would mainly explain why I had almost no friends growing up. Other than that I function at about normal.
Not to mention, you seem to get along just fine with numerous people here, so you can't be too radically different. I used to feel that way before studying abnormal psychology, then I was like "Well, at least I don't do that" >:
That, and American society is so obsessed with being politically correct that sometimes people look at you like you're some sort of ungodly space alien should you call a spade a spade. :P